Negative

fear for the future
fear of the day
to be truthful to myself
obligation
not doing anything
what shall  I start?
even though I have a desire to myself, what I want to achieve, how I want to be, it is so scary to begin with. I am just a little scared deer.
think about today,
think about a week after,
think about a year after ,
think about before you die.

Today, I want to wash my laundry, set up the room, going to the library, wash my shooses, study, eat my cheesecake,